מרץ Lyrics & Tabs by שאנן סטריט
מרץ
guitar chords lyrics
am i still ill or is this post traumatic waste
seizing my stomach blowing smoke in my face
am i ill still or is this post traumatic poison
plaguing polluting defying destroying
am i still ill or is this post traumatic waste
seizing my stomach blowing smoke in my face
am i ill still or is this post traumatic poison
plaguing polluting defying destroying
it's like i'm on a drug that distorts perception
the other day i called a friend – just to ask a question
didn't pick up at home, tried his cel. again no answer
i knew immediately it meant he was diagnosed with cancer
or a couple of other friends of mine
who told me not too long ago
that their son's got a cold- a runny nose – all the time
they're dying to know what crazy virus this is – and i know
it's not a virus at all, it's the mutant cell
and they're both about to fall just where i fell
every stomach ache i hear of, every cough, every new freckle
means another sorry sucker ain't gotta worry about shekels
because he now faces hardships on a much larger scale
make all the shit he's been through seem pretty pale
n' pretty soon he'll be poisoned, chopped up with knives
hopelessly hoping he'll somehow survive
am i still ill or is this post traumatic waste
seizing my stomach blowing smoke in my face
am i ill still or is this post traumatic poison
plaguing polluting defying destroying
am i still ill or is this post traumatic waste
seizing my stomach blowing smoke in my face
am i ill still or is this post traumatic poison
plaguing polluting defying destroying
i've also been thinking about the sex life you had
how many guys were there at all? shit like that
i could probably find out, i think
ask your girlfriends or brother two who knew more about these things
because when you were around i couldn't bring myself to listen
but now i want to find out before it's all too distant
since everything about you is now past
i sometimes have an urge to get more knowledge fast
save as much as i can in a special memory bank
have a designated hard disk treasure chest fuel tank
on a kitchen shelf like a cookie jar calling a kid
then when it's enough i can just shut the lid
so how many guys fucked you? 2? 3? 4?
4's enough you were young i hope it wasn't more…
well actually fuck it! i hope there were ten
it's not like you'll be going at it ever again.
am i still ill or is this post traumatic waste
seizing my stomach blowing smoke in my face
am i ill still or is this post traumatic poison
plaguing polluting defying destroying
am i still ill or is this post traumatic waste
seizing my stomach blowing smoke in my face
am i ill still or is this post traumatic poison
plaguing polluting defying destroying
and you were the baby girl
you were the little baby girl
you were the little baby girl who finally appeared
after three boys after a dozen years
you were the little baby girl the oxygen mask
in the choking family structure, but the task
of being the one who holds the candle-
was simply too much for you to handle
playing your role caused you stress
that resulted in a cancerous tumor in your chest
and now that your life came to its tragic ending
i know it's time for me to quit pretending.